Utterly Depressed.

i start hating this time of year ...i mean i like the colourful leaves and all but i just get depressed a lot and put everything there is in question. and like all of my friends are occupied / preoccupied with other stuff and got no time going out so i can´t go out neither and waste my time at home in the damn 24 square meter flat. just wait a bit of time and i´ll be having visual friends only ...how depressing is that ?



i feel like a piece of shit ...-mind control.

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wow ..this topic has turned me into a one page jammy ...whatever this might be.


halloween aka toddlers gone wild.

I was once one of those thanks for the history Drac

Drac, is it possible getting IMA stickers again ? the ones you sent are coming to an end ...i plastered Munich-based bars and club´s toilets with `em ...

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Originally posted by minimandy14 eh its ok i know how it is, i hate being the only one of my friends thats still single, they all go out to the movies and are like oh yea do you wanna come. and then the whole time you feel like the third wheel.. . . . . *sigh* oh now i am depressed . . . .

poor 7 & mandy that reminds me of a time when i had only a few friends, and they all had a partner - so i wanted to go out, but they were often like 'hmmm, we want to stay home', or if they went out with me, it was only sitting around and talking shizz that i'm not interested in. i was the fifth wheel, too.
now i'm still single, but got so many opportunities to go out that i never get bored - but sometimes still a little depressed.. now the thing that annoys me the most is that there is so little time to do all the things that i want to do!

To bring this thread back down, I think I might get fired..:P

Yes, I still have some left. U2U me your info again.

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Originally posted by 7cut Drac, is it possible getting IMA stickers again ? the ones you sent are coming to an end ...i plastered Munich-based bars and club´s toilets with `em ...

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Originally posted by batcave_baby I'd fire you too, Poobs. But only so you'd be available to reserve front row, of course.

:D If only there were some shows to save the front row for!!

From what job? Noah's Bagels.. For what reason? I don't know..They've been pulling some bullshit on me lately..I've always thought I didn't quite fit in there, but they don't have to make shit up about me because of that..I don't know..Just same old work drama..

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hmmm poobs.. i might get fired soon, too...... my boss said that i have too little knowledge. it's all shitty, don't wanna think about it.

:o hey jette, my niece is also called jette! thought the name was rare.. where in the netherlands is boxtel?

yea, especially if it's popfiction in cologne! i was there last week for the first time and was so surprised that it was 100 times better than everything in frankfurt or darmstadt..

..so maybe you're gonna go there, too?

Working for Compost is the first job i haven´t been fired from .....i was fired at Virgin, i was fired at a clothing store i was helping out and i was fired at a dvd postproduction company. i got a bit insecure after that since i thought it might be MY fault, not theirs. :D i just had problems working straight after school coz i wasn´t used to the long hours and i just wouldn´t take it serious. now i do ....well, yeah. sort of. ---no, wait, i had a small job at a music store and at a Indian pizza place and they didn´t fire me neither so it´s not been all but three times is harsh ....



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well, i´m 22 already ...

and i even had two more jobs straight after i moved to Munich ...working at a student radio station and selling art over the phone.

no no, i loved it - but wouldn´t have as a long-time profession. but it´s quite harsh if you gotta phone non-stop for 4 hours. wears you out a lot. but i got 50Euro CASH for 4 hours which was quite something. non-taxes. and i had to do with old people only, most of them former doctors or just being wealthy. and some were half-deaf which had me screaming on the phone....my boss had been sort of an old mafioso....oooooh *sigh* those were the days of cash ...

yep, but it´s quite difficult !!!! people don´t easily think you´re honest at all selling stuff over the phone ...i had to tell those people --pensionists who once bought at a "auction house" or however it´s called-- that the former owner of the house, prince blahblahblah has gone bankrupt and now marries blahblahblah and we have taken over the stuff, fine carpets ...etc. i had to talk for like 5 minutes almost ..hehe. some were so into it, others just hung up. it was fun in a way but also quite frustrating at times.

I hate telemarketers..

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Originally posted by poobs I hate telemarketers..

Yes me too!! I just hung up on some guy who wanted to sell 'green energy' while I was watching t.v!:madthey just announced here in Holland that Bush won the elections)

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Originally posted by anQ Quote: Originally posted by poobs I hate telemarketers.. Yes me too!! I just hung up on some guy who wanted to sell 'green energy' while I was watching t.v!

As soon as I hear that empty space, I hang up..That's the tell-tale sign of a telemarketer..

Haha.. well I've to be carefull with that... my grandma has the tendency not to say anything in the first minute.. don't think she understands how it's possible to hear someone who isn't in the same room as her

Good ol' granny..

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Originally posted by Noisemonster Quote: Originally posted by minimandy14 eh its ok i know how it is, i hate being the only one of my friends thats still single, they all go out to the movies and are like oh yea do you wanna come. and then the whole time you feel like the third wheel.. . . . . *sigh* oh now i am depressed . . . . poor 7 & mandy that reminds me of a time when i had only a few friends, and they all had a partner - so i wanted to go out, but they were often like 'hmmm, we want to stay home', or if they went out with me, it was only sitting around and talking shizz that i'm not interested in. i was the fifth wheel, too. now i'm still single, but got so many opportunities to go out that i never get bored - but sometimes still a little depressed.. now the thing that annoys me the most is that there is so little time to do all the things that i want to do!

Recently, my friend invites me to her "exciting" sleepover. I was all excited to have a girl's thing because we never have the time to hang out and when we went there all we did was watch movies and go to sleep. It was so hurt. I miss those old days where we'd scream out the car window at people and do other crazy stuff. It's like we got old and all we want to do is sit and do nothing.

I hear ya, banana..I was the maid of honor for my best friend and any time I talked to her, it was just strange..Like our chemistry is gone..I figured it was just the wedding getting in the way..But the bachelorette party wasn't as fun as it should have been and she was so boring even AFTER the wedding..We just spoke for the first time since the beginning of September the other day and it was still odd..We're just not n'sync or something..She's just so..Yuppie and boring now.. But I don't want to lose her cuz we've been friends for over 20 years now..Get this! We started our periods in 6th grade within a week of each other..AND we lost our virginity within a week of each other! Plus, we both found out crazy shit about our dad's on the same night!! I love her to death..I just wish we could laugh and be stupid together like we used to..

Seriously. Evil is all like, I like Muse. I have red hair. My car is named Brutus Jesus Martin. Blah, blah, blah. Crazy whore.