aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

already posted on stewoo...but i have to share this with you ima people also for i´m so happy and proud:

So Hans -my boyfriend- presented his final collection entitled "Wo Ist Walter?" at his fashion school´s finals at the Circus Krone in Munich last Thursday nite. There were like 53 students participating showing their final collections. And he didn´t use Ween´s "Flies on my dick" but some electro track which got me pissed a little. And it was part of his concept to hide away the actual costumes by letting the models wear long skirts so you could see the actual top of the collection but not the whole outfit. i had told him to let them take the skirts off otherwise people wouldn´t get it but he wouldn´t...needless to say the audience didn´t get it but seemed bewildered and like "oh, `very very special` that is --all cynically" ---alas alas luckily the jury members had seen the flip books, all collections and the concept of each one the day before-- Anyway...so prices are given...like 5 students get prices and then the main jury member, Belgian Olivier Theyskens (as in picture) gets on stage to announce the winner of the MAIN PRIZE -...the PRIX D`CREATEUR and he´s like (in adorable English with thick French accent) "i wanna give this award to a student who´s work couldn´t be really seen.....etc etc etc." AND HE AWARDED HANS callling him so talented and arty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAH: i CRIED LIKE HALLE BERRY DURING THE OSCARS ...so ever since our little life has been a bit out of control, he´s been in papers etc. we´re both still a bit stunned and unsure of what this crap could mean will mean etc. so anyway, here i am back ...still shaking.

Is that your boyfriend? Wow. I always wanted to be a model. And pretty soon might just get that opportunity!!!:D I send a picture to this model agent lady and she gave me a call.

yes, the lad in glasses is my boy...Hattori Hanso aka Hansy Pansy aka Hans aka Im Tempo. we´ve been together for 5 years now and met on the BBS of beck.com ...(how romantic..hehe). and want to marry one day.

i dunno....wouldn´t like being a model (besides i´m too short and healthy-looking) ..i think it´s all a bit stupid....i mean, why would you like to be a stupid cloth hanger? walking around pathetically whilst you get blinded by zillions of flashes from horny journalists taking pictures wanting to get laid with you?

Must be nice having a fashion designer boyfriend huh.

the guy with the longer hair is the main jury member, Belgian designer Olivier Theyskens - but sorry to tell you - he´s gay....been there with his boyfriend. yes, a pretty nice shy friendly character indeed. and so laid-back and modest. he once designed something for Madonna....currently he´s at Rochas / Paris, designing.

and yeeees, it does have massive advantages having a fashion designer boyfriend. he´s had to do so much for school these past 3 years but whenever he had to design something he tried to get it in my size so i could wear it. so far it´s only been jackets though.....so i do have 3 hans-made jackets / coats at home very beautiful...no wait, he also got me two pants, one look like mc hammer pants..with a broad waist line haha. if only he´d taken that lingerie and bikini line training course....beautiful underwear and a well-suiting bikini would be what i´d really need. but he said he´d try sewing me a bikini anyway but these fabrics are difficult to get.....at least as for Munich.

at times he stares at me and i´m like "what is it?" and he goes like --touching something on my clothes-- "i just wonder whether this is a......stitch!" etc. lost in thoughts ....aaaaaaaaah.

oh, and another advantage is that he can press / iron clothes and that very well. so he can be the "wife", i´m gonna be Daddy O bringing home zee cash.

but honestly i do hope he gets back to doing art though that´s where he´s really good at.....the fashion bizness is so mindnumbing and destructive. i don´t want him to get into these circles. drugs, champagne, models. the cliché. though he´s been telling me it´s a cliché only.



[Edited on 8-6-2005 by 7cut]

So back i am. No, i don´t design stuff....i´m fairly non-talented when it comes to sewing and stitching and whatnot. i just cut holes in my shirts or write stuff on that, put brooches there or try sewing silly applications on them whenever a piece of clothing seems boring to me or i don´t like it anymore. but Imperial Girl is designing also...jewellery (with swarovsky stones and colourful pearls ---apple / cherry / butterfly brooches etc.) and batcave / neon / 50s / new wave clothing.