WHAT'S THE SCOOOOOOOOOOP!?

I thought the album's release date was postponed, and there isn't an exact date so far - am I right?

Glad to hear you're fine.. I had the WORST job interview ever last Friday, and now I'm so disenchanted. I don't think that I can get a 'medical' job any more.. So I have the plan now to move to Frankfurt again (I'm living 50km away, and I have to move out of my apartment by the end of March) and search any job there, maybe as a sales assistant or something, and maybe I'm going to study something else later, or an apprenticeship. Some profession that I really like. Fuck, I should have done this before, but I was always hoping that I could get a cool job as a doctor. Otherwise I'm fine, but that's what makes me fear......... How is everyone else?

p.s. I don't like coffee, and everyone is picking on me because of that! I prefer Flying Horse..

Glad to see you're ok, Mandy..I'm doing FABULOUS!!

Hey mandy!!!!! Great to hear from you!!!!

hullo,

been to the house of the butterfly and the criminal museum of Vienna this weekend. quite a walking contradiction....life/death. humid hot house/morbid cold place. and now i have a stupid cold and don´t wanna work.....uuuuuurgh. And tons of Greeks lusting on my pictures are contacting me on MySpace for the really think i´m from Greece....hahaha. Shows they don´t check the profile....just the pictures. oh, why is everybody horny? i will just turn a-sexual....sex is boring. boring boring dull. like a match of cricket.

Coffee's an alright invention, but it doesn't hold a candle to electricity or Ramen Noodles.
but anyways...Spring has finally sprung. After a winter filled with days where the warmest it gets is 10 degrees, it's finally starting to climb back up to 40. It's been amazing looking outside.
Aside from that, there's nothing really new. St. Patties day is soon, probably gonna party or something.

Ok... here goes. So I was dating this guy for about a month... and he's really nice and I find him attractive... but I don't really see myself being in a relationship with him. Mainly because we have close to nothing in common. So then he started being kind of a dick to me because he could tell I was losing interest a bit (or at least that's his excuse ). So we talked and decided we would make better friends than a couple. Except about 20 minutes after this conversation, he tried to kiss me which I stopped. So, now he's all buddy with me and told me about this girl that he has had like a mad crush on for like a year. So, now I feel totally jealous and want him back and realize that I still have some feelings for him. And it's not just because he likes someone else or I just want him because I don't have him anymore. It's like I convinced myself I liked him less than I did, and I'm just now realizing how much I liked him. And I don't really know what to do... at all..

[Edited on 3/16/2006 by JunoRedneck]

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Originally posted by JunoRedneck Ok... here goes. So I was dating this guy for about a month... and he's really nice and I find him attractive... but I don't really see myself being in a relationship with him. Mainly because we have close to nothing in common. So then he started being kind of a dick to me because he could tell I was losing interest a bit (or at least that's his excuse :rolleyes. So we talked and decided we would make better friends than a couple. Except about 20 minutes after this conversation, he tried to kiss me which I stopped. So, now he's all buddy with me and told me about this girl that he has had like a mad crush on for like a year. So, now I feel totally jealous and want him back and realize that I still have some feelings for him. And it's not just because he likes someone else or I just want him because I don't have him anymore. It's like I convinced myself I liked him less than I did, and I'm just now realizing how much I liked him. And I don't really know what to do... at all..

fuck girls! they fucked with my heart and brain! bitches!!!!!!

I'm not trying to fuck with him. I've been really honest with him about the way I feel... so far. Except, I haven't told him that I still like him that way because that totally would be fucking with him. To break up with him, then tell him I want him back. Lurker, you're a guy, what do you think? Should I just let him go?

It sounds like he is trying to make you jealous so he can see if you really like him and he wants to to speak up and tell him. Guys do that shit all the time. My husband, before we got married, he use to flirt with other girls in front of me to make me jealous. Guys like to put fuel in the fire and have two girls fighting over them. It's dumb and pointless, but they love to do it. What you should do is flirt with another guy or talk about another guy that you like to him and see how he responds.

[Edited on 17-3-2006 by corkey16]

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Originally posted by JunoRedneck Ok... here goes. So I was dating this guy for about a month... and he's really nice and I find him attractive... but I don't really see myself being in a relationship with him. Mainly because we have close to nothing in common. So then he started being kind of a dick to me because he could tell I was losing interest a bit (or at least that's his excuse ). So we talked and decided we would make better friends than a couple. Except about 20 minutes after this conversation, he tried to kiss me which I stopped. So, now he's all buddy with me and told me about this girl that he has had like a mad crush on for like a year. So, now I feel totally jealous and want him back and realize that I still have some feelings for him. And it's not just because he likes someone else or I just want him because I don't have him anymore. It's like I convinced myself I liked him less than I did, and I'm just now realizing how much I liked him. And I don't really know what to do... at all..

It sucks, but you need to let him go..If it's meant to be, it'll happen..But ALWAYS remember the reasons why you weren't that into him in the first place..It's so easy to remember the good things and blah blah blah..But those things that annoyed you or whatever will still be there..Is it worth it? I don't think so..But it's easy to say when you're on the outside..I know what that's like..Kind of..I was in love with one of my best friends for years and had to deal with him talking about his girlfriends and stuff..I just had to keep in mind that I loved him and wanted the best for him, whether that was with me or with some other chick..We finally hooked up for a few nights of ridiculously crazy sex, then went right back to being friends..He meant too much to me to risk losing that.. So just figure out if he's worth losing as a friend and go from there..