have major gas pains in my tummy..And I'm totally bloated..What the fuck??

Go take a dump!

eat prunes!

wow. . . me too. . . but it'll pass. . . .

Yeah..It passed..Woot!! But I DID wake up this morning with vomit in my throat waiting to be expelled..I totally caught it! I don't know where that came from!

oh man I hate that! I think I'm getting sick, it's the goddamned weather here! It was like 70 last week and now it's like 17.

I hate cold weather! Good you're feeling better! People here are getting the stomach virus!

I had a dream last night that I was on Flavor Of Love..:duh:

More like a nightmare, right?



ewwwww!!!!!

New York is coming out with her own show nex called I Love New York. Got's to see it!!!

I don't think it's going to be half as entertaining as FOL..I just can't stand to look at that fake biotch!! Blech!! Ahh well..

So, on top of all of my other shit, I had to go to the ER again today! Fucking asthma!! I was there from 9:45 to 3:20 and my boss asked if I could come in for the last hour of work cuz she had to cover for fucking DENA who is NEVER there so she couldn't get to my desk..Argh!! I'm so sick of Dena!!! Oh man..I need a bowl..Perfect thing for after hours spent dealing with my asthma..:saint:

hahah yea that's a way to make things better. I'm pretty sure I'm sick now, and it sucks, I have thirty hours this week at both jobs the next time I have off is going to be like friday after three! UGH! SO yea, that's really shitty, just hope that the drugs will keep me going!

30 hours..Wow..How can you handle it?? *please note the sarcasm* :P I've been really depressed lately with the whole work situation..I feel like I have absolutely NO time to myself..No time to relax..No time to do the lame stuff I need to do..I love my job but I'm just so sick of working!! It's the same routine every day..Wake up..Wash face and brush teeth..Get breakfast started for Brody..Wake Brody up and feed him said breakfast..Get Brody's clothes together..Get dressed..Fight with Brody about brushing his teeth..Leave and deal with traffic..Drop Brody off..Get to work..Work my fucking ass off with no help from anyone else and STILL manage to kick major ass..Pick up Brody..Get home and make dinner..Shower..Make Brody shower..Watch some tv or read for a while..Send Brody to bed..Have an hour or so to myself..Go to bed and start all over the next day..At least on Thursdays I get to change it up and go to therapy!!

Oh yeah..I have a new therapist..I don't remember if I mentioned that my beloved Elizabeth passed away in August..She was such a HUGE part of my life for the past 2 years..It took me a while, but I think this guy is going to stick..Fuck I miss Elizabeth..Fuck I need to start taking my Prozac again..Fuck I miss this place and how it used to be sometimes..Ahhh well..I'm going to bed..:ticking: